Sunday, December 16, 2007
#182
new blogskin! teehee..new blogskin makes me wanna update loads of things:D maybe it wasn tt i was lazy to update but cus of the blogskin haha. i like the hotel thingy!
hmm u know in tv serials and dramas they always show at some certain age parents start to feel depressed and start lamenting that children are starting to leave them and lead their own lives..my father is seriously suffering from that. for the whole journey to tao's yesterday, he was talking about how 10 years later..everyday he will jus ask "mummy so where are we two gonna eat today?" and he couldn stop talking abt it..i hope this is not heritary..
working at the place (i wonder if i can say the name of my company since everything in the place is like a secret) makes me feel like a liar. when they dont wan the kids then ask the child to go somewhere! but they dont and say some special script. and when parents ask why do we say it everytime? are we lying? i feel like dying and the guilt is like coming out. and then i repeat everything i said from the beginning to cover up my guilt and nervousness.
haha. well im glad im ending. if not i'll be a well trained liar soon.
i've been so busy working these days i realised its been a long time since i seriously looked at my mum and dad..and i realised they've aged a lot...really..
new blogskin! teehee..new blogskin makes me wanna update loads of things:D maybe it wasn tt i was lazy to update but cus of the blogskin haha. i like the hotel thingy!
hmm u know in tv serials and dramas they always show at some certain age parents start to feel depressed and start lamenting that children are starting to leave them and lead their own lives..my father is seriously suffering from that. for the whole journey to tao's yesterday, he was talking about how 10 years later..everyday he will jus ask "mummy so where are we two gonna eat today?" and he couldn stop talking abt it..i hope this is not heritary..
working at the place (i wonder if i can say the name of my company since everything in the place is like a secret) makes me feel like a liar. when they dont wan the kids then ask the child to go somewhere! but they dont and say some special script. and when parents ask why do we say it everytime? are we lying? i feel like dying and the guilt is like coming out. and then i repeat everything i said from the beginning to cover up my guilt and nervousness.
haha. well im glad im ending. if not i'll be a well trained liar soon.
i've been so busy working these days i realised its been a long time since i seriously looked at my mum and dad..and i realised they've aged a lot...really..
what we could have been, 11:41 AM.
